Economy of the Self

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Self is an Eco-system. This eco system is by your own allowances and acceptances and determines the Nature of who you are. It functions according to the demands you place on yourself and how you supply yourself the fulfillment of these demands. In your self eco system you are the center of a very small world. Yours. And you are completely alone with only your back chat with no one ever knowing the real you as you want to hide it at all costs, because if people hear your back chat, you know they will know the real you. They will realize the real nature of you as human. This nature of self. This eco system must be abolished to create an ecosystem that is best for all life, all inclusive as that is where you will find life and home.

 

The economy of self function just like the world economy – where you look at ways to accumulate resources that gives you value in the eyes of others. You are always selling yourself and look for acceptance and allowance, as you are flawed in the very essence of your being and the back chat confirms this.

In the design of self, each one wants free choice and complete power –and what gives this ability is energy.

Therefore — the energy is placed as self as feelings and emotions used to create beingness or inner spirit.

All of this is based on feeding the nature of self in total self interest and isolation with total disregard for anything else unless some one is willing to accept you just the way you are and allow you to be this self created nature of self.

 

In essence you created the mind in accepting and allowing it.

 

For instance — the ‘I am love’  statement as one of the many statements used by those seeking enlightenment and claiming enlightenment is used with the confirmation of the experience of love.

 

This experience of love is an experience of energy that is generated by the person themselves and which they practise till they are satisfied with the feeling — once they are satisfied, they say that the experience they have of themselves as ‘I am love’ is the experience of beingness. This is however just their very limited programmed experience self generated energy flow that is the definition of the nature of their self interest.

 

Now — the world system is the outer of the inner — and is all about energy as well — as finding the defining experience and feeling of self.

 

How do you know you are in an inner illusion? when you have an experience or feel a feeling or your back chat says — What do we know — I know what I feel [1]

Breathing here has no feeling or beingness

 

it is breathing here

 

Beingness is the unconscious state that you contribute to the world system to make sure the world system supports your self design as self interested feeling being.

 

Beingness as breath also exist as a word — a living word and all living words has no feeling or energy attached to it as it is being lived as the actual energy in motion as you living it.

 

Emotion is not energy in motion, it is the illusion of self in motion inside your mind –it is the mindfuck in motion.

 

The same with feeling — it is the mindfuck you created yourself in motion in you where no one else can experience it and where you can subjectively claim that what you experience as feeling is good or bad.

 

When you are experiencing another person –like when you walk into a room –you are really experiencing your judgment of the person according to how you have designed your early warning system to make sure you only find people that agree with your version of your self interested nature and that would allow you to continue with your mindfuck

I will not accept the mind fuck in me or in another.

  

Thus–when you do the ‘I am’ statements — it must be the physical living of it that you practice to put into motion to have the result that is best for all — it is not just a mantra of feeling — that is uselessness defined. [2]

 

    When you sit quietly which some call meditation, it is to place yourself in physical readiness to live the words that will define you as your world, and if all do not agree that this world must be what is best for all, we will have great calamities as we now have in the world — it all of the calamities can be stopped in a day — by stopping the mindfuck and aligning self to what is best for all.

 

Although process seem to be forever–it is in fact always one breath away from total change.

 

    In the virus free mind I did statement as the ‘I am’ statements– I did that as me in the living flesh –creating me as the statements– no feelings, no faith, no belief — the total dedication to become those words as the living flesh.

 

This is the living word that is god — where you are the creator of yourself and not the creator of an illusion of energy and polarity of feelings and experiences.

 

The living flesh shows clearly what is best for all flesh.

 

Understand that you are facing for real all lives you have ever lived in this life and that that was left here by you every time you died and would integrate as part of you every time you were reborn — there was never any escape –as in the consciousness you left behind where lurking the ‘Who You were’ in those lives –waiting for you to come again and face the shit

 

    The consciousness as it now exist as humanity is the accumulated human natures of all that has ever been as beingness and we have our being as what we have accepted and allowed and unless this is faced and stopped and understood and purified, it will be the end of all.

 

These human natures were the result of each singularly defining themselves lifetime after lifetime in self interest seeking self gratification while competing to win at all cost — and the cost that must be paid to restore this is all cost –everything you have.

 

The end as the end is always in paly in a reality with beginnings and ends

what you are actually having to let go of is illusion and that can be done instantly

we still have to face what we have manifested physically –but that will be quite easy.

 

The unfortunate part is when you have integrated the illusion as the cells of you which then manifest as back chat–back chat being the parts of you you have created as your nature speaking back at you when you try and change it — that is where you will walk a process.

 

Back chat is the physical manifestation of the self interested self as your nature all created by yourself alone through acceptance, allowance and in many cases — deliberate decisions to be better than others.

 

 

Understand that every human is exactly the same design as you, the same nature — with their own back chat they are unwilling to give up and some back chat is extremely well designed by people to help them win all the time

All humans are in fact clones of one system.

The inversion is feeding the back chat and we will see the nature of the human jump out all over the world as it is already doing.

 

Each human is a business –in the business of winning at all costs –competing all the time for attention, recognition, love fame – etc..

 

    The back chat voice in the mind is a PHYSICAL VOICE — it is your programmed BODY speaking back at you –that is quite a problem as it is INTEGRATED POSSESSION which if allowed to run rampant will take you to the physical manifestation of the back chat in your world –you will see this in cases of murder where a person will claim a voice ordered them to kill.

 

    It is very important to move as efficient as possible with the SRA as it is difficult to walk integrated back chat alone — show that you care and make sure your back chat do not trap you in postponement and complacency.

 

The inner voice is a manifested physical demon as part of you–you created it yourself –and can only uncreate it in the exact steps that you created it with, or it will mutate and get more difficult to deal with.

 

You are in constant resonant feedback busy designing back chat as your base survival system in a hostile world –anyway–that is what every one actually believe in this world.

 

    The world functions in a way like a gain game where each player is trying to outsmart all the other players–it is an ego trip –not a life trip.

 

    So – have a look, what is the fuckup with money – each human created an experience towards money in their mind, as they created an experience towards their mind – living in experience of energy both within and without, and so we will as individuals only position ourselves in the world-system with money to accumulate our energy experience on a personal level – BUT, there’s only so much money as there is energy;    

 

Yes, everyone know how chaotic and haphazard it’s in our minds – SRA is the map that guide you through the networks – walking SRA will stabilize you to walk the networks/dimensions/layers of mind in self-stability and not get lost in it too easily as we do now…all the time lol

    

 

 

 

One of the greatest victories of the System over Life was to commercialize freedom by linking it to free products as a reward for loyalty buying. This infiltrated the Enlightenment-Age with GREAT effect, limiting any Message that is Best for Life to be disregarded and judged and rejected out-of-hand just because it isn’t Free. This dishonesty of rejection, in spite of the evidence that the System of the World is one of Money and that no Message Spread unless it is Funded well and consistently for many years.

 

Publishers and Corporations do not look for the Message that is Best – they look for the Best-Selling Message as they understand Principle don’t sell = Love Sells. People will buy what they Love and they Love Self-Interest; and Fear what is Best for All. There are claims for instance that some Gurus give their Message for ‘Free’, but the Reality behind it is that it’s always Funded. In third-world countries – Politicians have jumped on the bandwagon by offering Free Food at Rallies to secure Votes in Democratic Elections and again Freedom has been Linked to Free Stuff.

 

Yet – the Message of Jesus said: that he was representing Life and implied that possessions and profit is not representing Life.

 

Life is Free – but as long we have to Pay for it: Life is Not Free.

 

If the Principle of Life do Exist In You with a Self-Honest Understanding of the Process that will have to be Walked for Many Years = Support a Cause that will result in the Freedom of Life for EveryOne Forever.

And Remember that at This Stage: Money is Power.

Share your Power – Direct your Power: Support Equal Money System and FREE LIFE.

 

Bernard Poolman

 

[1] As Bernard also stated earlier today – the evolution of Descartes’ statement "I think therefore I am" and now "I feel therefore I am" – where "I think" as how we’ve defined our participation in reality as the Mind and "I feel" our participation in reality according to experience – Sunette Spies

[2] So – what we do with the statements of "I am" – is build/construct an internal reality of "I" in relation/experience towards reality, and then reality becomes an experience through the "I" instead of here with the physical, and so we’ll accumulate reality-experiences/relationships into ourselves as personalities – from a young age, defining the total physical reality according to an "I am" energy-body/experience […] all statements you make when you say "I am this" or "I am that" – all the "I am" statements as who you’ve defined yourself as has become but energy-entities in your mind and not at all constructive practical living, so – we’re going to be looking at what it really means to be the living word and not just empty ‘I Am’ statements– Sunette Spies

 

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The Mirror of Flesh

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In a world where flesh is our mirror, the love we show for all living beings in flesh is certainly not love. The mental show with which we justify the feeling of love while the mirror of flesh shows the dishonesty, is the way of the lie. The living world as flesh on earth shows only that hate has become reality and is spreading fast as more and more find themselves without physical support. What human could possibly promote a feeling of love when the flesh of love do not represent this love in action? Self honesty as the living flesh is the most difficult thing that exist and will mirror who is here as Life and who is here as mental energy Ego.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Love is Living what is Best for All Life in every way. This is Love made flesh. The love that is used to justify why a system of injustice is allowed is not Love, It is a mental, Energy, Polarity creation of Illusionary experience based on individual self interest that only the creator of the energy can experience. Real love do not have an opposite polarity, it is the action of Living in ways that is best for all life and when this is not lived, then Love simply do not exist. Ego Fools play games in the mind of Love and Hate. That simply show that they are not yet the living word as flesh as Love. Become the Living Word as Flesh as Life. At Desteni is support and the Equal Money System  is the steps to take for the Ego to become the living Word as Love as Life. The Flesh on earth is made weak by the Mind Ego. Do not mistake that as weakness in itself. Rather realize that that reveals to true nature of the Soul. All souls are trapped in the mirror of flesh showing that the soul has ever only been without real love and only on the Ladder of self interest. We see this ladder of self interest in Capitalism and Consumerism as the word made flesh as the human. Watch the series of Anu as he explain why evil had to be contained in a mirror of flesh and become self honest. Man know thyself is impossible without self honesty as the condition of the living word as Flesh.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The flesh on earth is the mirror of the living word we allow. Would you bring another being to life in the flesh and allow them to become what you have seen the world have become? Or would you first sort out the world so that the flesh will mirror what is best for all lie? Is there even a decision to be made?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Are we all Thought or are we all flesh? Do thought mirror in our flesh and the way we treat each other as flesh? Those that feed the monster of the mind as thought will not change the flesh, but still would profit regardless of the suffering in the flesh. Stop the dishonesty!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When you talk to yourself in your mind, whose words are you using? Godly ones or the ones taught to you by the system of the world we have made flesh for each other? How can you trust the words in your mind that was placed their by others and that mirror the world as a place of great suffering and fear? Is the common sense that those words will just keep on producing the same word as flesh not easy to see? Why can you not see? Is it that you are in fact brainwashed? If you watch Television, you are brainwashes as you will copy the images and likeness of the Television and you will make it flesh. If you can hear me– come quickly, before you lose the resolve, and be part of the purification of the flesh and the mind to bring about a world in the flesh that is best for all life.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The FLESH is the Mirror of SELF. Anything REAL you cannot just stop in an Instant without Consequence. The love and thoughts and feelings of mind you can STOP in an instant because it is ILLUSION and ONLY involves the creator of These illusions. The Flesh cannot just be stopped as it involves All here as Flesh. The flesh Currently Mirrors Consciousness and have created a World where lack exist for Most. Do you not see and hear the real truth of the mirror of flesh? Do you want to pass to your children the illusions and dishonesty of CONsciousness? Join the Living Word of Desteni and change the Destiny of Earth for all the words of flesh that is HERE BREATHING. Thoughts do not breath as they are not LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Self Honesty is the way to Investigate YourSelf as Words made Flesh to STOP those words you have accepted as Self as Flesh that is NOT WHAT IS BEST FOR ALL LIFE ON EARTH IN EVERY WAY. For this one must Investigate and CHANGE the Flesh in the Conscious Automated Physical mind as Flesh, In the SuBConscious Automated physical Mind as Flesh and the Unconscious Automated Mind as Flesh. This Take TIME as it was Created in TIME – The TIME the FLESH as Self is existing IN. The Triggers are Manifested as Flesh as TIME dimensions as the Physical Cells and each Cell must be replaced as The Flesh as Self that is best for all Life. This is the test to see who will be Life and who will be the illusion of Energy as Mind Ego. How easy is it to Fool oneself with feelings and to present that which is Illusion as Energy as real when the obvious reality of flesh cannot be stopped instantly, while the mind reality of ego can be stooped instantly and need your constant feeding of the illusion for it to exist. So may gurus tell you to feed you love, stay in your love, the flesh is illusion –LOL –the Flesh exist without you as parasite of energy – You need the flesh –The flesh do not need you. The Desteni I Process support the rebirth of the Flesh as the Living Word and is extremely challenging. Only those that stand for Life as the Living word as Flesh should apply.

 

Bernard Poolman

 

 

 

Desteni Newsletter March 2012

The Defining Consciousness Debate

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13 April 2010

The Big ‘Consciousness’ Debate –

An ‘interesting’-thing and another-‘way’ to ‘look’-at ‘What ‘Consciousness’ is’ is: What we have found through the ‘Portal’ is that you can ‘speak’ to Each ‘Individual-Cell’, but you can also ‘speak’-to ‘the Relationship between Two-Cells’ and that That-‘Relationship’ in-itself ‘forms’ its ‘Own’ ‘Individuality’; And that ‘Individuality’ that it ‘forms’-is as the ‘Result’-of the ‘Relationship’ which, and that ‘Result’-of the ‘Relationship’ is an ‘Energy’ that ‘forms’.

Now the ‘Physical Human Being’ exist… consist-of ‘Multiple’ ‘Individual-Parts’ which is ‘Cells’, and Each-‘Cell’ –we just do that as a ‘Broad-view’.

Each-one of these ‘Cells’ are ‘Individual Beings’ that you can actually ‘Speak’-to and that has Similar ‘Perspectives’ to any ‘Human Being’ you may speak-to in this ‘World’.

Now, what is ‘born’ from the ‘Relationships’ that is ‘formed’ between ‘All the ‘Cells’ of the ‘Physical Body’’ as it ‘moves’-together within the ‘Agreement’ of its ‘Pre-Design’ as a ‘System’ –that ‘System’ being the Complete ‘Physical Human System’ – ‘generates’ in-that ‘movement’-of ‘Relationships’, an ‘Energy’.

That ‘Energy’ in-‘itself’ is also an ‘Individual’ and ‘Aware’ = That is ‘Consciousness’ and ‘that’ is what ‘Manifest’ as the Individual ‘Person’ in this World.

And that is ‘Why’ what we have ‘found’ when the Person ‘Dies’ and they get-to the ‘Other-Side of the Divide’, ‘Nothing Remains’ in-‘Essence’ of that ‘Personality’ –although, there is still a ‘Life-Force’ ‘Present’.

So, what is ‘fascinating’ for instance is that the… Specific-‘Point’ of…. What is fascinating about the specific ‘point’-of the…of the ‘Energy’ is that… The ‘Energy’-itself Cannot-‘Exist’ in the ‘form’ it-‘Existed’ in the ‘Physical Body’ ‘as’ the ‘Personality’, because this ‘Personality’ was the ‘Result’-of the ‘Relationships’ between ‘All’ the ‘Cells’ ‘Individually’ as it ‘Experienced’-itself ‘Individually’ within its ‘Environment’ – it Cannot Continue ‘Existing’ without the ‘Physical’ in-the ‘form’ it-‘Existed’ ‘in the Physical’.

The ‘Form’ that ‘Exist’ in Any-‘Environment’ is ‘Dependent’ Entirely ‘on’ its ‘Environment’, it does Not Actually ‘Design’ or ‘Create’ its ‘Environment’ – That’s very clearly shown on ‘Earth’, the ‘Human’ Do Not ‘Create’ the ‘Environment’ on ‘Earth’, the ‘Human’ are Actually ‘Formed’-by the ‘Environment’ on ‘Earth’. The ‘Human’ ‘Impact’ is Limited-to the ‘System’ that it Impose ‘on’ its ‘Environment’ – And that ‘System’ in-itself ‘Disregard’ the ‘Environment’ ‘Completely’, because the ‘Human’ Do-Not ‘Understand’ What ‘Environment’ really-‘means’, it’s similarly-to Not ‘Understanding’ ‘What the ‘Environment of the ‘Human-Body’ really is’, similarly-to Not-Understanding ‘Where’ and ‘What’ ‘Consciousness’ really-Actually ‘is’ –

And whether it is even a ‘Valid’ ‘Part’-of ‘Anything’ that is of ‘Value’ – Very ‘clearly’, the ‘Human’ has ‘Limited’-itself ‘Extensively’ to ‘Purely’ an ‘Energetic-Reflection’ as ‘Consciousness’, which is Not ‘Considering’ even ‘the Source’ As ‘the Physical’ and therefore it is ‘fickle’ and Do-Not ‘Produce’ a long-lasting ‘Result’ within ‘Self-Creation’ at-all.

It is Important-to ‘Consider’ that, there are ‘much-more’ that one can Actually ‘Do’-about Your ‘Experience’ on ‘Earth’ within a ‘Physical Context’ – But within-‘that’ you have-to ‘Understand’ and ‘Consider’ that:

What you regard ‘God’ to ‘be’ is Nothing-else but the very ‘Consciousness’ you ‘Experience’-Yourself ‘to be’, but it is a Temporary ‘God-hood’ because, once your ‘Domain’ or your ‘Planet’ or your ‘Country’ or your ‘Universe’ is ‘taken away’ –which is the ‘Physical Body’= Nothing ‘of-You’ Really-‘Remain’ because, ‘What’ you were ‘Defined’ ‘as’ was in ‘Relationship’-with the ‘Physical’ As You-‘Existed’.

Without that ‘Relationship’, ‘You’ as the ‘Consciousness Identified-Person’ No-Longer ‘Exist’.

 

 

Bernard Poolman - Enlightenment

Process of Self Realization as Life in Equality

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Life is equal and one

thus life will always manifest equal and one

So — the SECRET is that one can manipulate life

through equal and one

and this has always happened

through all time–and thus we are here

equal and one

because we allow ourselves or others to enslave each other

to stand back and accept what happens equal and one to our fear

it is being used for harm — by all of us through our fear equal and one

 

life manifest exactly who we are

we are the directors of life

we are in every moment creating everything as equal and one

–even in this world as we speak

that is why so many suffer–because some are better at deception than others

and why a God was created –to live forever as god

all the while we live forever anyway — but we experience what we allow

so–if you interfere in a persons process–it become your lesson

each person will become self honest–sooner or later–

 

 

 

What I realized is that we have to come together and stop what we create
–we are fucking ourselves and each other over and over

 

so–when Anu created this –it suited the process because all would be enslaved in a bubble of self accepted creation to face this without being able to run away

 

So — the question then is:  how to stop this?

in this–nature and the animals plays the big role

they have been slaves for long

and thus understand the problem better

the dimensions were privileged in a way as were the humans

they could live from the accepted idea that apparently limitation exist

 

So –each will stand and experience equal and one –on earth it is easier to see deception

every person you communicate with is a manifested part of self in the process to self honesty

 

we have to learn how to direct life equal and one as all as purity that we may support each other

 

The process is set up that death is the divide

so–each is measure harmonically to see if the being will make it or at least be of service to another to transcend

 

Understand that no one is special

all is equal and one to what you allow

so-some will make it–some not–but it will be by self will

and will be revealed to the being once crossed over

not here though–because it is about proven consistent self honesty

all have agreed to this–even yourselves–the real life in each

 

It is important to consider that this process may take billions of years

 

 

As long as process exist on an individual level –ego exist

 

 

in the beginning when process started–all came together to agree

see–all beings in existence as life fit in the portal all at once

and the portal is set up as life as equal and one

the portal is the physical placement as the universe as as life equal and one in Sunette

Sunette is in her own process on earth –as is all — me as well

 

 

Sometimes we have to allow events to play for lessons to be learned

lol

so–this is the end of the journey –life will never be abused again after

it will be tough

and nothing is certain at an individual level but that you will experience what you allow

 

so–you decide your process

you decide how long it takes

you decide if you make it this life

you decide how much pain you will endure

you decide how long you will deceive you

you decide what you will fear

you decide who you will become

and if you fail and eat of the tree of knowledge–you will certainly die–lol

and then you will be in the dimensions

and come back here to do it again

until you direct you as life equal and one

 

so–if it is to be it is up to me–is a cool slogan to assist self

understand–this will take self discipline

and some years

Do not make this knowledge and share it as if you know something special

The process is equal and one in self honesty as life individually

Thus –be an example

 

 

this is what you are in process of realizing — the how and why you exist as you do

in this you will eventually find forgiveness and and in that give yourself life

 

 

 

many will die

but nothing is what it seems

so–patience will be necessary

it is about self realization

and not self realization in spiritual sense about something beyond imagination

but–slowly catch the monkey because it is familiar–

much will reveal as to why–as it is common sense

but we are in a process

 

 

Desteni is a vehicle to bring the people together that will direct the

situation

they have prepared over a long time

the world is already directed

the events taking place must take place

it has happened in a way–but only through the eyes of the

unconscious mind

 

 

 

So –stop looking at the sequences

it is the unconscious that seems vast

Nothing of what is real have ever existed

it is done in that it is placed specifically

but be careful–the unified field used spirituality to fuck with this knowing

there are beings that will remember–as they have been prepared–

how—will not say–as they will reveal and access the appropriate point to show themselves

we are systems

it can stop in one moment

no one here or aware

we are busy birthing self–then we will be real

searching and seeking will bring nothing

 

 

 

 

who am I?

is the question that is programmed

yet it is a step to let go of eventually

no one in dimensions has the answer

the answer do not exist

that would be separation

process is a trap–to be seen and given up eventually

but not yet

to do this–ALL must do it–or no one will

 

 

we will be in process till all have transcended and become self honest expressions of life — all is as it must be for all to walk

so–have your childhood again

in the unified field you can change the past or the future will be the past again

 

Now each must find self honesty

Self Honesty is about understanding life

to stand as all life

and understand that in practical application

to do what it takes in the face of all

 

 

Bernard Poolman 2008

Fear

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Fear is always the foundation of compromise, and therefore

decisions made in fear, will always be self-compromise

Fear indicate trust in knowledge and information

Intimidation is the tool used in creating fear which is the foundation of brain washing and control. Fear then ends as a dislike and automatically exclude those that could change the world from  actually doing so.

Fear is the fuel of energy

Fear is a system survival program

Fear always has the same outcome — and most fears never

happen– the mind protects you against your own fears

Walking here as breath as physical action WITHOUT forming a judgment or belief or fear about what is here will be required if one is to make process

Remember, whatever is faced or created within self – self is and has been the creator. Do not live in fear of what is here, understand it, realize self as it and assert yourself to stand-up for change not expose others as you to such a world – but create a world in which they will be embraced with equality and oneness and actual living

Do things out of understanding — not fear

Laziness is fear of self being exposed and judged

Procrastination is the fear of being wrong

fear of judgment and that own opinion will be

proven wrong or challenged –  fear of conflict

jealousy is fear of loss

In the mind –you make up reasons why not to do what you will–

but fear others like family

the mind is not real

it is a system

dare to live for real

and fix reality to be worthy of you and all other beings here

Stop fearing death and do what must be done